digital sarah art joy

what happens when

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what happens when you see a band perform at a festival that you used to listen to in high school, but haven't really listened to since then, except for one song

and that song is a song that someone you once loved and cherished and who loved and cherished you had given to you on a mix cd

you will cry and it will feel weird because you are not that sad anymore, about not having this person in your life, but loss is loss and grief is grief and the body needs release and the song repeats "who's going to watch you die" and you think you would watch them die, but you're happy also, to watch them live, from afar, from a distance, across the country, every so often, secretly checking in

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